Today is one of those days where I'm feeling incredibly sad, and no this isn't going to be a feel sorry for myself post it's just how I'm feeling. It just hit me this morning how much I miss my friends, don't get me wrong I love living here and I'm so glad we decided to step out and do this but I miss my friends. That's all there is too it, I miss them so much that some days it hurts and today is one of those days. I miss being able to call them up on the weekend and go for dinner or just hang out. I miss being able to go for coffee with "The Real Housewives of Arthur" Lamar and I were just talking about this last night, it's a lot harder to meet people then what we thought it would be. It's good to know that Lamar feels the same way I do so I don't seem quite as crazy ;) I know it's not like I'm going to meet someone at the store and we going to become best friends and hang out all the time, it takes time to build those relationships. I think everyone should have that go to person or couple that they can just totally be themselves around and there's no judgement, people that you can open up too and their not going to talk to their other friends about it, I know that we still have those friends but things are just different when you move 2 hours away. I know this whole process is an emotional roller coaster and unfortunatetly today is a down day but tomorrow will be better, I already feel better by just putting my feelings out there, yes I'm an outward processor. Anyway, the good thing about this whole moving situation is that I know it's a roller coaster ride and I can expect to have days like this. I don't want very many of them but at least I can expect to have them and I can kind of prepare myself for these days.