Well I thought I was over this emotional roller coaster but apparently I'm not :( This week for some reason, has been particularly difficult for me, I have no idea why and I hate it. I've just felt this intense loneliness and I haven't felt this way for months now and I feel like it's back with a vengeance. I'm slowly feeling friends slip away and it kills me, I know things change when someone makes a move like we did, I know all that stuff but it's still so hard. I'm sure tomorrow I'll wake up and everything will be fine but for now, I'm sitting here completely heartbroken because I miss my friends and that's all there is to it.