First off I want to say that I'm so excited that I'm pregnant so please don't hear me say that I'm not because I'm about to vent for a bit. Second, I do not like all of these emotions. I feel like I've been way more emotional this time around then I was with the other 2. It's just frustrating because I can cry at the drop of a hat for no reason at all, ugh sometimes being a girl sucks. I just want to feel normal again, I want to be skinny and be able to bend over and tie my shoes, I want to be able to walk up the stairs without feeling like I'm going to have an asthma attack, I want to be able to run again(I miss running so, so much) I want to be able to sleep on my stomach again, and I'm sure there's so much more. But like I said I am excited that I'm pregnant it's just that I've hit my irritable point in my pregnancy and I'm tired of all the emotions. I know when "Max" gets here it will be all worth it, I just wish I would be due in 1 month instead of 3. Oh well, I know he'll be worth the wait.
On an unrelated pregnancy issue, I'm so not looking forward to Lamar being gone in 2 weeks. Maybe that's part of the "emotional issue" It's just that he's been home pretty much the whole month of December and it's been great and I just got used to him being around all the time. I know he's going to be gone a lot in January and I just hate it. It just makes the days and nights so long but I know we'll get back into a routine and it'll be fine, it always is. I guess I need to stop thinking about it so much because he is home now and I need to enjoy it. Anyway, that's enough venting and complaining :/
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