So it's the day after my birthday and I realized last night that I really don't like this day. You wait 365 days to celebrate a day that's all about you, and you can do whatever you want(well most of the time) get lots of birthday wishes, gifts, and of course cake. But the day after...it just goes back to normal and then you start the countdown to your next birthday and hope that it's better then the one you had before. Now don't get me wrong, I had a good day yesterday. Lamar made sure that it was extra special for me and I love that he did that, he's a pretty amazing husband. I guess it makes it worth waiting for the next birthday :)
When I went to bed last night I was reflecting over the last year or few years and I realized that I'm now 33 years old and I have accomplished nothing. How sad is that???? I feel like I've just let my life pass me by and I've really done nothing with it. I mean is this really what the rest of my life is going to be like, just being a stay at home mom, making sure the laundry is done, kids are fed, house is clean, etc. I guess if that's all I'm called to do then I need to embrace it and do it the best way that I know how. It's just I never thought that this is ALL I would be doing. I always thought that God had bigger plans for me and maybe He does and He just hasn't revealed them to me yet. So I will continue to be the best mom/wife/friend that I know how to be and if God has something more for me then I know God will reveal that to me when the time is right.
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