Do any of you ever feel like you're sinking and there's nothing that you or anyone can do to get you away from feeling that way? I've been feeling this way for the last few weeks and it's just so frustrating, I feel like depression is sinking in and I HATE that feeling. I don't know if it's all the hormones or if it's the fact that there's going to be some major change going on in the next 6 weeks or if it's something deeper. When I feel like this I press into God more but it doesn't seem to work and honestly I'm so tired of feeling like this. I feel bad for Lamar and the kids because unfortunately they have to deal with it too. I just don't like the feeling that I can't get my emotions under control. I was healed from depression a few years ago and for it to try to make it's way back in my life is extremely frustrating. It's hard for me to accept that it is depression because I was healed from it and all I want to do is enjoy these last few weeks of pregnancy before everything gets chaotic but I just can't seem to get to that point. I'm worried that whatever I'm going through is going to be harmful to the baby, which in turn adds fear and anxiety and of course that's not good for the baby either. I feel like I'm at my breaking point and I don't know where to go from here. Seriously, I sound like a complete psycho. One thing I can ask is that for those of you who still read this, if there is anyone that still reads this, to please just pray for me. I just want to baby to be healthy and normal and I want to feel like myself again so I could definitely use lots of prayers right now.