To get a job, to not get a job.

   Well I've been going back and forth about getting a job or not. I feel bad because right now I'm really not contributing to anything, bills, food, clothes, etc. so I'm trying to decide what I should do. I've noticed that there are a few places that are hiring right now but is it worth it for me to get a job. I couldn't work during the day because it definitely wouldn't be worth it for me to pay for a sitter because I would most likely just be making minimum wage, and well daycare/babysitting is expensive. So I would have to work at night and do I really want to work at night? No I don't, I wouldn't really see Lamar that much and I know that I would be missing out on cookouts, small group, and whatever else we might do. I really wish that I could get Stella & Dot going here because that would help so much but it's so hard to get a business like S & D going when you move to a new town and you don't know anyone, it would just be really awkward to ask strangers to have a S & D party for you, so once I get that going I really feel like I should be doing something else. I guess I could always fill out some applications and see what happens, I mean I can always turn a job offer down. Although if I would get offered a job, at this point it would be pretty difficult to turn it down.