What have I accomplished?

  So today I was filling out more job applications, which by the way is so boring and time consuming, and for some reason I started asking myself what have I accomplished in my life? What have I done worthwhile? I've done absolutely nothing, yes I've had jobs and all that stuff but when I had/have a job I stay at the same position, I don't get promoted or anything like that. To me, it's quite sad, it almost makes me feel kind of like a loser, but not quite ;) I mean I'm 31 years old, I've never gone to college, I never really knew what I wanted to do with my life so I guess that's why I didn't go to college, but here I am with no major accomplishments. It just makes me sad to think about it but another question is where do I start? Yes, I am 31 but I still have a life but where do I even begin? I really want Lamar and my kids to be proud of me but what is there to be proud of? I guess this just makes me want to find what I'm good at and do it well so I can make my family proud of me, of course the question is how do I find that "thing" that I'm good at? I guess I just keep trying and trying until I figure it out, hopefully it's soon.