Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Emotional Roller Coaster.

  We just got a call from the family that looked at the house last night and they told us that they found another house, needless to say I'm a little upset. I really thought we were going to get this house sold and now it doesn't seem like it's going to happen. I hate getting my hopes up and then I get let down every time, it's so up and down and I don't know how much more I can take. We've prayed and prayed that our house would sell and both Lamar and I feel like if God has asked us to pick up and move for Him then He would allow the house to sell, so I'm just curious why hasn't it sold? I know it's all in His timing but I'm about to go crazy. I'm an emotional basket case and I hate that about myself, any little thing can happen and the tears start flowing I never used to be like this at all. These last 3 months have been such an emotional roller coaster and I want off this ride. I don't feel like myself at all, I'm stressed all the time, I don't sleep, and yes, I cry all the time. Yes I know I sound like a crazy woman but unfortuantely it's just how I'm feeling today. I know this is all in God's hands and all we can do is continue to pray, it's just hard to remember that sometimes. So I guess if you guys think about it I could definitely use some extra prayers right now, I just want to be back to my normal self, well as normal as I can be;)

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