Last Panic Group :(

  Tonight was the last Sunday night with our panic group and it pretty much sucks. I was talking to Amy today and I told her that I hate thinking that everything is my "last" of doing this or that, I know I sound like I'm dying instead of just moving but that's just how it is. We also figured out that Peyton is pretty nervous about the move, he just hasn't been himself lately and I finally sat down and talk to him tonight and he did say that he's nervous about moving. I'm glad that we've figured it out because now we know how to deal with it, well maybe anyway ;) I'm just so ready for this move to be over, I feel like I'm a nervous wreck all the time, I'm incredibly anxious and my stomach is in knots constantaly. I hate this feeling, I just want to be able to relax and enjoy these "last" moments that we have her in Arthur. I know that these feelings probably won't go away the minute we're moved over there but hopefully they'll subside just a bit.