Reflection

  So today was a day of reflecting for me. Last night we went to Troy's and grilled out and had our last GP with us living in Arthur :( We all had a great time but yet it was incredibly sad. I know I sound like we're dying instead of just moving 2 hrs. away. It's just a really exciting time for Lamar and I yet it's really sad too, we've never lived anywhere but Arthur and now we're taking this huge step and moving away. I know we'll adjust to the move pretty quick and we'll make new friends but I know that we will not find another Troy, Eric, Amy, & Angie(my GP peeps) and I don't want to find other friends to take their place because no one could ever replace them. We have so many more friends here that we are going to miss like crazy but yes we will be back and they better come and visit us :) Lamar is cleaning and packing up the garage right now and I'm so glad that Lauren needed a shower because I had to come inside and have a mini meltdown, I told you I was going to try and quit crying so much but it didn't happen. I never thought that we would actually be doing this and a week from now we'll be mostly unpacked and trying to settle into our new house. It's crazy, I remember when Lamar told me that he feels called to go to Peoria, I honestly kind of laughed to myself because I was thinking that God would never call me to help start a new church, well clearly God had other ideas and I'm ok with it. I'm excited to see what's waiting for us in Morton/Peoria because I know it's going to be something good.