Hanging by myself.

  Well I don't really have much to blog about today, I think I need to find a hobby my posts have been kind of blah lately. Lamar left this morning and he'll be gone until thursday night and today wasn't to bad, although the 2nd day he's gone is usually worse then the first one. But that's ok because I'm a big girl and I can handle Lamar being gone for a few days, and yes I'm just going to keep telling myself that. I've always wondered why I hate being by myself, did something happen when I was younger or maybe it's because I'm the youngest of 4 kids and I was never by myself, someone was always there with me? Hmmmm I don't know but I'm thinking that if Lamar is going to be traveling a lot then I need to pray this out of me. Well that's all I have for now so later taters.