So today as I was painting Peyton's room I was listening my ipod and I had all these older songs on there and they just took me back to those moments of who I was with and where I was and of course that got me thinking. What if we would have ended up with that certain guy/girl that we were with when that song brought back those memories, I hope that makes sense. I can't help but wonder how different my life would be if I would have ended up with the person that I thought I was going to, now don't get me wrong I am so happy with Lamar but if you know me at all this is just how my mind works. Anyway, I don't think I would be going on a church plant and I'd probably still be in Arthur and maybe with 15 kids.....haha ok maybe not. It's crazy to me how one decision can change your life forever, thank goodness I made the right decision. But really, your life could be completely different with one little decision, one decision..........think about that. I mean even if you turn right instead of left, you could have avoided an accident or you were 5 min late you could have avoided an accident. It is comforting to know that God is helping us with these decisions and of course, knows what's best for us. Obviously He knew what was best for me and I'm so glad that I decided to follow Him, even though at the time I didn't think He knew what He was doing ;) I'm sure I'm not the only one that's felt that way either. Like I said before I'm so happy that I married Lamar and I have no regrets and I'm pretty sure that it was one of the best decisions that I ever made.