A very long night :/

  Well last night was the 2nd night that Lamar has been gone and let's just say it was a loooooong night. I finally fell asleep around 1ish and woke up around 2 to some very weird noises. Of course I freaked out and I'm thinking to myself, what am I going to do if someone is in the house? It's not like I can call Lamar he's hours away, he could do anything for me. So basically I did a lot of praying and finally went back to sleep around 5am, yes you read that right 5am. Unfortunately it wasn't a solid sleep, I just dozed in and out until 7:30, needless to say I'm exhausted. The kids didn't have a good night either, Peyton said he had a bad dream and Lauren was coughing most of the night. I called Lamar and told him about it and I said that I was really going to try and stay by myself but after last night I just can't do it. so I'm going to Champaign to stay with Angie tonight and I'll be back tomorrow morning, I know I'm such a chicken for having to go and stay with someone but I can't survive on 3 hrs. of sleep 2 nights in a row. I'm thinking that we need to get some people over here to pray through the house, I think that might help me feel a bit more comfortable too.......well and maybe a huge attack dog outside, ok maybe not ;) I am definitely ready for Lamar to be home so tomorrow night can't come fast enough and then on Friday we are going back to Arthur for the weekend....woohoo!!!!!