Battlefield of the Mind

  So I'm reading Battlefield of the Mind right now and I've only read 3 chapters but so far, everything is true. I'm just amazed at how if you just let your mind go then it goes places where you don't want to go. Yes, I have been fighting this battle for a long time and I'm really trying to overcome those thoughts, hence me reading the book. As I was reading last night, Satan just started attacking me with these crazy thoughts and of course I just wanted to yell at him and say can you please give me a break, at least for an hour. I just said a little prayer and that did the trick too ;) Joyce Meyer wrote the book and she said in there that if you constantly think negative thoughts then your life will be full of negativity and if you constantly think postive thoughts then you'll just be much happier. Of course, just because you're thinking positive thoughts doesn't mean that nothing bad will ever happen to you but you just look at life a bit better. And I've been doing good with the positive thoughts for today and then, well satan slapped me in the face with an attack again. Serioulsy I just want to punch him in the face, i'd like to think that would make me feel better. Anyway, Lamar is going to be gone tomorrow night and I was fine with it today and then all of the sudden, I'm thinking that I can't do this, I can't stay here by myself, what if something happens, what if.....etc. I'm really trying to be strong and know that God is going to take care of me because I know He will but it's just something that I have to get through my head, that God is here, His presence is in this house and He's going to take care of me. So I will continue to fight this battle that raging in my mind, gosh that sounds scary, and I will win this battle I'm not going to let Satan get me. But I will ask that if you think about it just say a little prayer for me tomorrow night that I can actually sleep and feel comfortable with Lamar being gone.