Today I went to Champaign to meet Amy for breakfast and as I was driving there I was just kind of watching Lauren in the rearview mirror and it hit me about how innocent she is and  I so wanted to go back to that innocent stage. She doesn't have a care in the world, she's just so innocent and carefree, how awesome would it be to go back to that stage, but then again maybe not. I was kind of talking and praying to God and He showed me an interesting picture. He just showed me how much Lauren relies on Lamar and I, she knows that when she gets up in the morning that one of us will get her breakfast, we're always there to get her something to drink and eat, get her a snack. Basically God was showing me how much Lauren relies on us and He wants us to rely on Him that much, like we need to rely on God to feed us, not just the physical part of eating but also spiritually. I know that I need to rely on Him more then what I do, and I think that goes back to the innocence of a 3 year old and how much they rely on their parents, we need to rely on our Father. I'm one of those people that likes to try and do things myself and try to figure things out on my own but 90% of the time, it just doesn't work so this was a great reminder for me. I can't do this on my own, I need God and I need God my Father to get me through this. I love when God reminds me of things like this, it just makes me smile :)