The last couple of days have been a bit of a struggle for me, yes people I'm still dealing with the move. I keep thinking to myself am I ever going to be ok with the move, hopefully I will someday soon. Anyway, so I've been a bit testy the last couple of days and I have to say that when I get in one of these moods it's so hard to get out of it. I feel like I'm stuck in this huge hole and I can't get out and each minute or hour that passes the hole gets deeper and deeper, I just hate that feeling. On the other hand, I also realized that every time I get in that stuck in the hole I try to get out by myself, I can't do it by myself. I know that I need to ask for prayer and turn to God, why is it so hard to remember that? Why do I have to try and do this myself when I know that I have an amazing support system that will pray for me the second I ask them too? I know that asking for help is one of my faults because I don't want to "burden" people but then again, what are friends for. They're there to help you when you're feeling down and to encourage you and lift you up in prayer. So I will make a mental note to ask for prayer and ask for help next time I need it and hopefully I won't get stuck in one of my moods for a very very long time ;)