Mixed feelings

  Well we are about to leave for Arthur for the weekend and I have to say that I'm really not that excited about it. I really don't know why because normally I would be. Maybe it's because everytime we go back for a visit we're running in 5 different directions the whole time and it's really not that relaxing. One of these times when we go back for a visit I'm just going to tell everyone that we'll be at a certain place and if they want to come and see us then come on over. I'm just tired of trying to divide all our time between friends and family and then you never get to see all the people that you want to and it just pretty much blows. Oh well, it's life right so I might as well just deal with it. Or maybe I don't want to go back because in a way you kind of feel like you've been forgotten, and yes, I know that everyone has to move on and it's not like I made a huge impact but it still sucks. I don't know why I don't want to go back, I'm sure there's lots of little reasons but whatever it is I will try and enjoy myself. For some reason, I just really want to be in Morton this weekend. Oh well, I'm sure I'll have a good time once I'm there.