It's happening.

 Today has been so emotional for me, it finally hit me that we are moving in 9 weeks. Before when I would talk about moving it was more of an excitement then anything because I was just ready for a change. But this morning I felt like I got hit with a ton of bricks and it's just been an emotional morning. I realize how much I'm going to miss the comfort of living in Arthur, where I pretty much know everyone. And now, I'm moving to a town where I know absolutely nobody, that's huge for me. I like the comfort of my home and now I'm going to be completely out of my comfort zone but I know that it'll be good for me. I want to enjoy every single moment that I have here with my friends and the safety of Arthur and not let my emotions over shadow that.  Today in my devotions God reminded me that it's ok to ask Him for help, so of course in the midst of my sobbing I cried out to Him and I just felt peace come over me and I know it's going to be ok. And yes, it's still going to be an emotional ride but I'm going to try and not let my emotions overshadow what God is doing.