Marriage

  This morning I went to breakfast with one of my best friends and during breakfast we started talking about marriage. As I was telling her about Lamar and I and some of the things we do, like we always pray together every night before we go to bed and when he's gone he prays with me over the phone stuff like that. I was telling her how the first year of our marriage was the most difficult and how far we've come from that and how much better our marriage is. Well I realized that sometimes you have to go through some really difficult things in order to be a stronger couple, and I have to say that the last 2 years were pretty difficult. I'm so thankful that I have a husband who stands by me and supports me in the most difficult times and at the time, what we were going through really sucked but I'm so thankful that we went through it together. We're much more open with each other and we can talk about things that we never used to talk about, I'm just so thankful to have such an amazing husband. I really don't know where I'd be without him and as I look back on our first year together there were times that I just wanted to get up and walk out and not look back, but man, I'm so glad that I stayed. God blessed me with such an amazing husband and father and I love him more and more everyday.