A Sporadic Christian.

  So do you ever feel like you're just skating by in life just waiting for the next best thing or whatever is going to happen next? Well today it kind of hit me that that's how i've been living my life, I just don't want to live that way anymore. When I go to church I want to be excited about it and I want to look forward to doing my devotions and going to small group. But for so long I just felt like since I'm a Christian then I HAVE to do this, well I decided today that I don't want to have to do these things I WANT to do these things. I feel like most of my life I've been a sporadic Christian and who wants to live like that, not me and not anymore. So I've decided to add another "resolution" to my list and that's to be more disciplined in doing my devotions and digging deeper into the Bible. So as I start my "new" journey I could use all the prayers I can get, so if you think about say a quick prayer for me because I know that Satan is going to try to come in and mess everything up like he always does ;)